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Reflection: Depression

from Labyrinths Of Dark Energy by Splatterpuss

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Featuring Aiden Zhang from Maggot Colony!

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Endless searches for contrast in my world. Searching for the prominence of light or lack thereof to unveil the things I need, finding the person I want to be.
But I feel lost in layers of hard times, a constant battle inside.
My mind slides.

It all sounds so bad in my head, even worse when I’m speaking it.
Wasting my time and wasting my life.
Realising I was in denial.

I can’t be the only one.

I hope one day I'll stop looking back. It's a fine line between reflection and depression. Never paying much attention, lost in my head and never quite present.

Days go by and the months pass, I’ve barely left the house since we moved to this place.
It was meant to be a fresh start.

To turn things around for my spines sake and for my headspace. I guess now I’m realising nothing has changed. The time spent searching for my head and the answers has hurt me.
The pressure to pretend never ends, always making out like I’m not spiralling.


I think we all have the same emptiness inside at times but having things to look forward to in life gets you by.

I guess after so many hard times my mind began to roam.

Now looking back from this point in time from a darker perspective.
I start to appreciate what I did have and forget about what I didn’t.
I start to appreciate.

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from Labyrinths Of Dark Energy, released February 19, 2018
Aiden Zhang, Maggot Colony

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